I found Me

I found me in the most unsuspecting places. I found myself by going home again. A glimpse of the past helped but definitely a secret message left by myself at a former time. I wonder if I knew then that I would lose myself. That I would need a reminder to find my way back. I just wish I can hold on to myself for a while. I seem to keep losing myself over and over. I just hope I left myself more hidden messages because being lost keeps me from my purpose. Now if I could only remember what that purpose is?

Definition of Insanity

I agree with Albert Einstein. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. This definition applies to Southerners too, we just do the same things over and over again but backwards. I would say I want to stop the insanity but that's not true since drama makes life more interesting. I just wish I had more control and that in itself lies my true problem. I attempt to control things that are impossible and neglect to control what is in my domain. I have always struggled with the serenity prayer. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can;and wisdom to know the difference. Maybe I will try something different and post more regularly. Finally, follow through with something I embark on besides an occasional afghan or good book. There has to be more to me.