Really?

It's been so long, why even post? Not that anyone reads this or follows it, especially since no consistant blogging is occuring. My life has changed so much since I started this blog, but funny that I'm still me battling the same demons. I repeat the same mistakes and come to the same conclusions but never ever really change. I don't like the course I'm on, so I'm changing it but why can't I, myself, really change? I know I'm not alone in this way of thinking and are we all truly stuck with ourselves forever, the same person we have always been, just darkened by all of our experiences? Hmmm, really, same ole me...